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Episode 7 · 1 year ago

Ep7 Daddy issues!

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In this episode, Fab is jealous of Gowses biceps, Gowse puts 2 buns in the oven and we heat hallucinate.

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...this is a movie with huge Ackman in itShbo movie, and it's so interesting because it's based on the RosalinSchool district scandal have you heard anything by okay that that's Tatstringin the bell. That's ringing a bell: It's the hugest public schoolembezzlement in American history and Q. Jackmine is playing the main characterof it and he's playing the superintendent of this district ofschools. And it's I don't. Personally, I don't want to actually ruin the storybecause, although t that's what I've been doing from the past three weekswith these tre and I don't feel guilt when it's a true story, because it'slike- oh it's, the Tru, it's your for for not being knowing about it, fuckyou! But this one yeah after watching the movie I reasearchd more and then Iwatched a f like the actual person that embezzled he wasn'n a podcast and newto Om mys crime, and he was talking about how he jackman played him andeverything, and I found it so fascinating. So I was like all right,so I'm Goina t ruin anything about this story. I'm going to tell you that Iembezzled leven milly and it was the hugest in American history, but I amgoing to tell you that that was the Hugestin American history. So I chacechecked up UK history that way, I'm not real. So there was a few that havebasically embezzled frauginent money in schools. I will Y A I've got a coupleof cases. One of them is a favorite you'll findout when, when I read it so okay, a financ manager stole over two hundredand eighty eightusand from Westmindland's primary school day. Shespent the cash on holidays and home ind provementyeah Uisr every single time there is praudand embeszalbook in the UK, its literally the person like all theyspend their money on is holidays and like et Ilit men Brit, they got theygonna no Malaga come back and have a conservatory. That's what it is. It's always a case in America, it'slike yeah. They use that money. To start this multinational company andyeahporched yesterday, have you seen it yeah you Gota Lv Ieitn, so carry Smith.Forty three began stealing from this. This piraty school when she became a twentythousand year, Finance Officer in two thousand and and seven no one noticedwhen she forged the deputy heads name on checks for more than four years andsigned UFF. A hundred of forty checks, wow the married mother of three Scoderto cash on luxury holidays to New York, Cypress, Shulanka, Prabra, designerclothes and Hamma Yeah. She AP graded a home to make it. It was a rover.Hampton her buy apparently looked like a billionaire's layer from ficking Jageoneof. His Har fraud was only spot in like years after, but when the finantsadvisor found that the schools accounts should be seventy thousand in the green,but is fourteen thousand in the red she fucked up one year by overdoing it andshe got caught. That's all that happened. Yeah you lways go too far.Okay, I like that it like yeah. It was one little mistake, but she did takeennough precaution, my it wasn't just all like lock. Oh, they happened topreaty. Do the numbers this year ad' they found it. I like that at least shewas shrying hard to like get away with it and it' fucked up and y all rightpot gon, another one in a casvic school, a trusted form of finance manager whostole up to a hundred and eighty eighthousand from a CESMI CO to fund ofan extravagant lifestyle has been jailed for two years and eight monthiilbe Rud. You hundred and eighty EIGK two years and eight months sounds a littlemodest life yeah, because really a hundred nd eighty eight does basicallyor like a wait. No Ninety know what your trying to do: o Yeah Hat NinetyFiveosand, Ninety fivesand a year, oh yeah, so like for two years, that',that's Hak! She man, fot she's, paying Ike she's, getting ninety five osand.Ninety fiveousand she's Ike do ninety five housand PR one year service. It'slike Whal d. You do one year in pre in prison for ninety fivehousand pounds,tink a lot of people wor', because you can still do a lot of other things likeright of work, work out like all the time work out, yeah. Oh my God, you beack. I know if you weren't playing the guitar, that's the only thing thatstopping you from being chapped yeah. Well, that sounds a little bitlite I mean unless you paid it back in full, then maybe they could like seesaassets to retrieve the money. So then the money was in a bring after thatthen itjus. The fact that she did that fraud for that amount of time. Butstill it's like two and a half years me. I hen, like that's, really compelling to do somecrime. At this point. I ' it's weird because I actually thinkit's fair because two years like it's, not because really the only thing needto stop them from doing that. Crime again is making sure that you it goeson their record and that they never get employed ind. Then they never get theJonsan working at schools in th end of the day. So then remoking licenses whenit comes to school is immediate. It's...

...not it's not EENA quie yeah, it's notlike in the bank esector. I someone o. That way is more under subjectivematter, but schools obviously have to be tella precautious with their shit soyeah I gei exactly get that side of it. So I think that, like she by doing that,you've got because she's already paying the service like she won't be employedat I, her area of expertise ever again as soon as that happens, prison isn'treally necessary because you won't even get the chance o the be the tback Clinagain, and the two years is really just to deter people from doing it. But thefunny thing is that two years to dit, her doesn't seem like that. Long twoyears sounds like sounds like lifework like when you think about like twoyears was in two thousand, and eighteen like that, so fast, it's with that,it's like a is useas a deterrent, but it's kind o when you think about it.Like oh two years for like two hundred fifty se d. How much is that a dayYehokay? This is my fina one, its my favorite Jame Tewart of seventy fouryears old was the executive principal in Cambridgesha in a village academy,in Cabe Ridgep, until two thousand and fourteen, when the Department forEducation lotched an investigation into the running of his school, he wasconvicted of fraud and disconduct in public in the public office foroffenses, between Tweny and eleven and wo thousand and fourteen, and wasjeiled for four years in October. Seventeen much better this time, theformer teacher defrauded the school of a Hundof, some one hundred housand, theBBC, reported at the time which he used to pay off credit card debts and bills.He also turned this offfice into an inner sanctom where sex, toys andcondoms are far. How old is he gn t fucking FORAGAM Sgot nothing to lose man persall. If he's got a sex, dungeon and THISFEXOFITIF, you call it in this house. That means there's no kids living that IAS.If hese had kids hes raised him, if he doesn't have kids he's enjoyed thispret preedim for a long time, he just pouled out of his life, he's ready togo so he's he also admited drinking alcohol on site and having regular sexwith another adolt in one of the school's offices, and I think this Innasanctive was in a school office by the way. Oh my dead, this guy's a fuckingRockstar, the the local MP raised the case during the education questions ofthe House of Commons I to thousand and seventy. He said that the school hasbeen left under serious financial diffacree, the activities of the formerhead teacher, which included building a sex tungeon alongside his office forhis private use. Oh my God I mean yeah, I mean obviouslycauseof tha saying is guys a piece of shit. Yeah, like you, institutional hurt that you know hisactions caused. I just completely falloable and disgusting Woy that saysits guys ar ro. Seventy FFOR PS ofoud be like Yo this whya book about whatyou were thinking why you were thinking that way and what you actually do youllbe like the new, the UK, Warfor Wall Street and ITILL mhe'll, make it feelabout it. You'll pay that scholback in no time it's ee to Bedoin, actuas,fucking Fatiday, but yeah. I, when I read about the Wnwhen, I saw badeducation, brilliant film, Hi Jackn is amazing and IIS, so compelling so carsand I throughout the film should definitely watch it. But when I watchedit, I was like okay at this point, I can't ruin this film, so I was likeokay. Let me find one of the crimes I could talk about, but I was sofascinating to read bout yeah dude that I, like, I think Eve unloked. Anotherthing that we can do, I kind of want to find stupid scandals. I think that'swhat we MiG as a call e Nat, stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid scandals. Yes, blove Itoolov, Ital righ forstupid scandals, stupid scandals episode, one o Yeah wwe go for you. Take I the weekactually know I was not. Let me tell you about if you ever seen theintouchible, the French show no, no N. please proceed so rewatched a couple ofdays ago and it just I again. It was an amazing film, like he got remade withKevin Harm, Ne Fransto from Breaking Bat. Yes, O I know of the film and alsoit was remate. I think I should use remate because it's when, like we stealthe story, but don't give the credit, so it was nicked for Tumel film andthen I was like Oh shit. This is so good and then, when I saw the CevinHart trailer, I was like and you guys actually Gavn Hisprece from us. That'sa be weird, but then I find out I'm touch. I Wa ot the thing andokay hisfrendshibut Yeah E. Well, I know the basic plot, but yeah gohead yeah. Soit's based also on like a real on a real story which is ofthors. I guessnobleman like like Qot quadroplegic, this guy justcan't move without any help and an it's based on this relationship with thisguy was from like Paris sgetto in the...

Bon bogos AR, and he goes ton aninterview. Doesn't he doesn't think he'll geting a job so e, just like justsaying there, so I can get my benefits and then the Guy Liks his atitude. Helikes the fact that he's real treating him like a ook like a quadaple, Jak Hes,just treating him like a like a someone kind of doesn't respect much until enwe get to know each other that both start to respect each other and theyhelp each other in like in really good ways, and it's just the movie, it's oneof those films. It's just it's just so funny like it's tragic, theres tragedyin it, but that's where the true comedy is in anyway right, yeah, yeah, exactlyit's like Uit's hard. Usually you whent. We feel good movies a lot of e timesthey have like. You know. Twenty minutes of just tragedy, and then itends on twenty minutes of positive. This is like it kind of a all goestogether, dealing it h with the trasery and comedy at the same time and Mhenthey dot in a purer sensebut like a lot of the funny bits come from the tragery,and so you, like, O, like you, laughat the Chadroplegic for you lough and likehow they're dealing with a particular warcus scenario. Like one thing, Iloved about off whats his face, Ricki jamaises after life is just the factthat, like the comedy is obviously based on like the depressing notes ofthe like the series, but also it wasn't a MEA, although thes series one endedon uplift thing, no, it's not like. The second series will just all uphill fromther, because that's not how that be remind or any sort of like any sort ofdepression, oway, any sort of mental, like instability works and then theday.You have good days your baddays and that's how it works right, and it'sjust like finding the joy in that and and how he plays off. It's amazing.When you do it, souly enough that comes off as so incredibly yeah yeah welltalk so yeah. I essentially definitely highly recommendwaching the intouchables. If you want to feel good, it's just it's just a funreal movie in about like an unlikey friendship and you'll just be in a goodmoode because of it yeah, that's pretty much it! That's! That's! That's kind of,like my film suggestion, Oh yeah, that another thing that I loved about themovie is that natioal screenplay was written by someone that was in themiddle school during the embezzlement that happened mad. How cool is thatmarge? I was GOINGNO. I was going to say how imagine if, during the timethat we werek together, if we made a screenplay about someone shitting inthe Taylor, wait someone Shiing in the toilet. Ohpoogate, yeah, Yoremembe yeah, but you remember pgame bout, I mean wher. Yousaid someone Shitin. The turn is like everyone shits in the toy, someone shitting on the floor of thetie, yeah and I still have the email from c TkaPicture and Hav a Friens, my favorites, I rince this hour. Every workplace I'vewent since yeah, so I just want to read this out. No one wants to receive thisemail from me. I don't want to send it, but needs must a very small minority ofpeople seem to believe it's fine to make a mess in the toilets and notclean up after themselves. I will make it clear to that small minority. StopIt. It's not okay, to leave excement on the floor, oh on the toilet sea toeveryone else and Sorr the subject of this Tav. Oh my God, Hoyo thought bout, Tho solong that hilarious. That was the best email that was a talk of the office.Like T T, th t that is officially still the funniest te Stup Tis the mostsictcom worthy Emai. I've ever had my life. I don't think that could ever bebeaten and you know why Concert Im sent it as apparently wasn't the first time.Yes, because apparently thet happened like thorse rumors ther happened before,and so she was like. I havto like send this out because h because you know thefirst thing that I thought was like. I mean Fin ofgh. That happened, but whysend an email out everone you nbecause, it's like no one, wheever thii they'renot going to come clean and say: Oh I'm, the one that did I'm sorry. I'velearned my ways: they're not going to humiliate themselves and selfandconfess, so it turns out that Jis shuld happen a lot so I's like. Oh that way,the whole office W is on and vigilance to what's happening and be honest. Did you change your diearound that period? Just just MAZ? It's been it's beenthree years. Oh No! Now, ge off your chest, what you ass, whatever you wantto, do, I didn't I did not, although I duing that period I did have, I didGoto the toilet to I sat down that was on my phone and then and EXAC is aproducer overin the door, and then he was on his phone thereas about threeseconds were all ovr in our foz an we sourt have looked up, we bon just startlaughing and then sl literally for like the next hourwhen I went, I was literally laughing for so long and like as I was after hewent after I was laughing. I guess, Tha the work out. My Cal workout was makingme digest more...

...and things comin out, Buti couldn't stoplaughing, it was crazy and so, after a was done, I went up to to my desk andturns out. It was diaxext birthday, and so we Khew's a card going by andliterally I wrose Omer to the EXCEN, like hey inser, his name Bab. Here youthink I've done enough Bithda, I lithatlkeaquiteunnyyeah, butthere's his wics. The two ANEC DOS to pe onic tos came out from th from thatoffice. All right s wee run to the next stage right. So this is my take of theweek right and I thought about it in adicent level ofdetail, so I felt the need to write it down so here it is. How is grime not hip up right? How isgrime not hipup, okay, so hip of is a blanket term that covers the culturecreated by Djn, braid, dancing graffiti and rapping. Right rubbing isessantially spoken words on a beat right, okay, so that grime is one ofmany scenes hip up berths. In my opinion, Bram is a bastiv child ofAmerican hip hup to years K, rappers rap with American accents. Then thatdidn't work. Then they rapped with Americanized English accents and stillAmerica was not listening to brishness on the Mikes. Eventually rappers realized they shouldplay for what they know who they are and talk about where they go and aboutthings they actually do start keeping it real from that grind was born. Rit grime isa culture. Whim is rapping hundred a BPM is listening to raping a hundredavpm its question, it's talking about who really won the clash. Why music,however, can not be separated from hip up, because rat can't live outside ofhip hop jaz TI MNM MF, Jn, Willsmith Chiefkeef and Dr Drake could not be anymore different as far as the rapping styles and sounds are concerned. Jay Wi,with shes is east gost, Sol and brass fower ti in the strap sounds Eminm andhis drad beats MFD man, his widow, a soteric, sounds, will mithan his fun,loving, Brewy, fiels, chief Keith and his drill, Dr Dray, and all the musicthat he produced in the late as and naughties. All of it is considered hiphop, despice all the silistic diversity. Why does it feel slightly wrong then,and even Eky, to describe gramers part of Hippop, I think, is partly becauseof the lack of commarcial success achieved by UK ars in America, Americanhiphop fos for a long time, like the famous Dad Yo. Had that didn'tacknowledge you unless Ho was in Town O. that's a thimg werning in this episodecontinue. Then UK hip Hof culture grew up, grewstrong, realize it didn't need to be associated with Yankee hip up andthisassociated completely. This start with grime and grime decern is that theeast coast, the Westcoats, an southern hiphop scenes, are all very differentbut theye all very different. As far as HIP OPS concerned they're their ownscenes, they dress, talk sound stage and pick their beams in totallydifferent ways. Whi Music is a sound. You can drill is a sound. You can wrap.So is a sound there. All today ouself sustaining prosperous monuments ofculture, especially a beef culture. By the way, I don't think there is astrongy unifying youth pulture in the UK right now, withthat said ignoringand denying the reality. Thet. UK Dri and grim are undoubtly part of hipupculture simply because they are distinct from their Americancounterpork pass and American himhop never took much noise of UK rappers issimply wrong, meaning UK driil and grim to fundamental elements from itsAmerican cousins and became its own thing, or rather American half brothersand became its own thingeven, though nothing suggests American did the same.I Americans, or the same in th veverse. The fact is, you came. Music has alwaysbeen hugely influenced by American music. This is this black is undediablehad convinced this is true for grime grime should not be housed on the UK.Agrame should be housed on the UK, hip op, along with UK's real and otherforms, ofe rap that pop up along the way. Why he does it true and one of thethings grimais couldn't be caught doing was lying and pusing and stealing fromothers. So my question is: Why is why I'm doing that as acollective? Yes, gram is his own thing, but if cat wim, a bucking first therfor grammys part PIPO, wo o but like W Wev word. We've also mentioned in thispot like episodes ago thet. How like, like the blues kind of somewhat createda lot Mo generes right, like rig, I ou blues and all that Shit and we werl beMo. That's right, it's like yea, but...

...they distinguish themselves at twodifferent generes and I don't care why grime cont be soon genera and I don'tsee a lot of correct MOFA wrong, but I feel like most of the grandmais don'twant to be associated with hip OP, O no here Bot yeah wanting to be associatedwith grid. So if both cousins Ha each other, why not just admiind justseparate yeah, I mean they are separate, because crime is not just tha music,it's also a culture yeah! That's that's true! In terms of the music like grindmusic, then, let's just call it gran music. It's not distinct enough. It'sstill someone wrapping on a bea and the sounds aren't different, like thesounds are like it takes. It borrows from like, like a lot of like the southlike Southern American like trap, music, and then they just spees it up to ahundred a eighty beats per minute and that's like a one of the markers ofGrit. But it's just not thisting o like it's like all right, then you can'tcall them what the West coat did hip up, because you know they slow it down.They have those weird sins like th. They do. A different thing is part ofthe evolution of music yeah, it's its own thing, but it s still under thesame house. It's like it's a just a different child. A child Hat's been aBlande Bu, his buddy, the Yankee, daddy classic aaddyso. I'm just saying it's aPrat Brim, Istelf a SOM thing, but every time someone goes no prime is not.HIPWOP is Wuangis, rap, rappest part of Hiphop, but gram is and still beingsomething I just I'm saying, wiz Glamis own thing: Yes, is you know east coasthip up it's on thing. Yes, is Westcoas hip op its own thing? Yes, it's trap.Music is on thing. Yes, it's drillis something! Yes, all of these aredifferent genres of hip hop. That's what I'm saying, but it's still part ofibout culture. How I'm seeing o from what you're trying to say is more onthe signs of like that hip hop is an accepting grime, but I always yetthought they was the ther way wrong, Graham always thought that it wassomewhat better or somewhat much more unique than hip up so that he neverneeded it. You never did. Is that? That's why I'm saying that's! That's kind of what happened?Is He chos EIS, Mother Sanam, which is Ime, and that's what happened we agreeme on thatone? It's not grip up! It's grind! It's true, it's true, but I think,because of all the years were like a lot of UK people that rapped a lot ofUK rappers trying to make in America they didn't work, Americans Weren'interested they had to be they hade to come up with that thei own thei lovewrapping, they hade to come up with their own sound and they did and itbecame better for it. Yeah made UK rap even better, because just heyre talkingabout things that people actually relate to that, like that music yeah,the UK scene is much more unique because maybe because I guess theAmerican scene is quite like you are came for the whole audience rather thanone significant like how I've alliy seen as like, even like within theUkscene, as in like you would see, majority like catering towards London and then theyou have let the Mecunians going for their own, like tat, thatte yeah, theMinnis, and they just like theyre different sigments, that kind of foksin thei own one but somtain. That just seems just much more like straight fromhome, so vibes Charte. That's why ye feeling t but yeah a completely getthat whole fact that if, if hip hop did accept, Ukist grime would never be in athing because grime s only a thing, because we werefailure. Yeah yeah and it is fine. I think we needed to failto like not trying to perform to like a totally different culture. We needed Ofail to make this podcast yes and nowcs, but like yeah, but I still think likeyeah you can. You need to be able to Breinvet yourself and you should and dofull three and sixty if you need, but it's like at the Enn Day, you callgcan't deny who your real parents are like, no matter what they've done andwho they are real dad. Is there your real daddy gaveme t any stil lovsy se fifty percent DNA ye, you take it and you run with it andyou create what you want because you're in the toor independent individual fromthat from your from Your Daddy Upo, your Daddys, still there Imean Yeah Esso, that's my sake. That'smy take all right. So my sake of the week is a simple question: What would ayounger Uy on evew be disappointed at you, for, as you are right now- and Iwanted do you want to stafe? Well, I think that I've been quite my mentalityand disappointed at myself has, I think it 'll probably be about discipliningdisciplineent success. That's why I be disappointed myself with the most thefact that I didn't discipline myself enough to achieve great success earlyon. I definitely thought I would be...

...like ten times a millionair by the timeI was twenty six that that sounds very on brand carrier yeah with that said, I think it's also the thing that I wasdisappointing. A me back then, because I've always thought like you kind of,can just do it yourself, because you just think the first few steps to getit going, and so I think iis is pretty on track.My younger self is kind of still pretty on track with disappointis in my owyeuself had on himself are the same ones that my younger self has on metoday and that myself today has on me today. So basically this whole time.I've been disappointed with how I'm not fucking, even though I've gotnd pursuedthe, and I do pretty much what I want in terms of being a pragmatist andreally gone for the juggular and tacked my dream. I don't think I've reachedthose levels yet, but I think that's actalt to come and I see I think the fact that I I stillhave hope less. The disappointment feel me and not like just trap me in my own, my own disappointment in not selfactualizing fast enough for that's decent, good, TAK, good Cape, so I think yeah, basically the other weekwhen I was trying to find. I aske you another question. I forgot why, as asweek, but I found these two questions and this one fell a bit too deep, so Itold hot to do it, but I was like fuck her, that's chuck it in this week, butso I've had enough time to think about it and in like a younger vesion of me's eys. Ithink a lot of what I am right now can be explained or can be. I do haveexcuses for love my flors right now. I think one major thing is myrelationship with my family I've. I fucked it up for ago fucking who Wurd agest day well, yeah, I kind of fucked off Uifucked out beyond to repare perse. I think I know if anything, blessherlaks coming into Mife, I'm tryedg my best to like repair why I can, and ithas worked- and I am blessed- have them a fucking life,but I think that's the only thing that one,the major thing that a youngerself would look at me and feel lit what thefuck's going on and it's there are sometimes like. You know howI just talked about my dad. Like someone praising me, I should it's. Ithought I was better than it. I thought that, like I thought that I didn't, Iwous say real. I thought that I didn't Eev my famly. I thought that I didn'tneed their approval. I didn't need the opinions of my life and now I wascompletely wrong. G Like flood is blooded in the day and I does stick byand but hold on, I'm quite so. Let's try to put things on table interms of so you when you say you fucked it on for a girl like what whathappened like what what Ha, what actually went on well. Essentially, there was a maybe I will get ga I guarantee. If wego into double diots or double fingers of this podcast, I will definitelybring up the story in intricate detail, but essentially it was a point where Ihad to check a pick, a chick or my family, and I chose the chick, whichwas the psycholax from previous podcast, guys and Bat Call Backwalt Bat Cord Badcawas she the one that was that was very business minded o but love a lot of pyramids. He Wan go she as Jyro Ri, yeah, Butyeah Yeah, that's the right! That'sthe one yeah, essentially my actions for theright goal. That would have been worth it and that's why I still say it to mydays and like I would. I am proud that I had the bulls to do why I did it'sjust unfortunate. I did it for the wrong reasons that I did it for thewrong person, but at least I know on capable of I'm praor myself ar that,but it's just sucky that I kind of shot myself in the knee for a fucking fly. Ididn't know whether Nowlogyo was Gon y Youokay, so you body, like you betyou are so infatuated with this girl that she felt worth it at a time and hekind of she didn't turn out to be worth it. But I mean was, I guess: Did theyhave a point about her? Was it well? Didi have a point that, like she wasn'tgood for you o? No, as in that point I was completely irrelevant because theirpoint was just based on religion and indifferences based on that Shit, and Iguess its Amaphobia, I'm not sure if...

I'm going to keep that not keep it man, it's real but yet and Iyeah, and I'm not saying that theywere in the right in Anyway Sa Performem. But I guess when you're,when you'R put forth such a born was the born film that I'm trying tothink of. For me to ident know thos autimatum S, Amazinghi should use thatword to look small. When I was tformatum, I chose th. Ijust I shows a more different option and I pay a huge price for it. Imaginehaving your parents know imaaing. None of your family talk to you for afucking year, Mati wet this is. Was this one you ere UNIQ? No, no! I waswacking. I was wecking yeah before we wet together, basically this year of silent, dreamment kind of ended as soonas whet we conencided with two things: the end of the relationship and mybrother Gat married. So it just happened to be that everything kind offucked up at the same time, and then I ended up trying to weekend leav Bu.Well, I didn't try wekinling anything today. I just occasionally smoll talkedwith my family fals at fuck. These lots, but it's a tough position, hat that that'spretty making me think, because essentially what you have to deal withis is essentially having people you lovebeing fundamentally wrong and taken is a big stance on that and and then youknow, having kind of wanting to prove a want to show you so wrong. But then, ifyou canaway say you, if Yeu'd manage to work out with her, you were together,you wouldn' have like time would have shown they like whatever love blossomslike that theyerwould, definitely wrong whish, they would have been yeah. Ithink that was the biggest thing, like you just said, isn't the fact is likeif the reasons were in any way shape or from valid, and not just discriminationin might have been worth listening to Bu. I guess that and then just going-and you know me man, I just take rash decisions, I don't deally Daby, I justijump and then I Owai did you tell me to jump or juststay okay cool the worst thing about that is duringthe whole Siland treman situation, the pressure that was put on therelationship due to that whole conandrum. It made it like. I told this day, don'tknow if my relationship would have ended much earlier if it wasn't forthat situation, because we didn't Wen together, but it's just the fact that Iwas fighting against four human beings for this one relationship and the moreyou five for some in the more you want it. That's how the? U Miiw he likeanimalistically, the more you fight for fucking pray, the more you want tofucking eat that shit, but and yeah. I guess that's! That's that's the biggestthing as in like that drove me to like I'm, like unsettling tha amounts oflike drive to make it work. I did the dumbest es. I May I, on a real, likefuck ton of sleepless nights, fuck ton of just crying myself to sleep, andit's just like it's it's a lot of like. There was one point where I genuinelyknew that if I don't make myself go numb towards the feelings I have I'mgoing to go insane like this is for to Mun, because, like imagine going inside yourhouse, Ani'm Nogoingo do I' not talking to anyone staying in your room, thewhole time coming oft a way so hou still living with them. Yeah I generally didn't have enough to pe inin the P enough to like leave, and there was a movent. There was a lotlike. There was a lot of like situation. wher I tried running away and thatascene happened but yeah it wasn't. It was a fucking crazy time in my life Wen,but I its yeah sounds tough but sounds wer sounds really tough, like yeah, it's hard, AIT's hard! It'sbecause essentially you hade. What you have was a kind of your mind was in theright place in terms of the ideals that you have in terms of. Like you wantingto just find the right person, despite of the let's say, arbitrarycircumstances around their birth and culture, and that the're right in that,I think I ei certainly agree with you and but like it, the person a you'redoing that for kind of then deserve it idea like overallall, like arelationship itself, te Deservit and- and is it's weird, because if thertebeing right will fo, you fel you but the SA Delo that you still have to behappy with that Witha, the the person you chose to love and to kind of push,but I mean, but going back to your takes like I don't think I think Ididn't know the younger self, but you know I think he'd be it be forgiven.Tibed, be like I get it. First of all, the fact that you know you having sexyou be like here.

Oh my God, you do what you have to dofor never speak to them again, who's, trying to stop what Yo right now e se look like Ptfor, secondbut yeah. I getit and it's its stuff and I think it's there's a thing that I see like interms of people T. I know that I think the solution for that situation from alot of people from that. I know that, from a South Asian background, MiddleEastern background and Samian supet were like all like Muslim. Overall, ittends to be the dey wait, so they they'll dothey'll, explore the relationship and they won't Lek. They won't tol, theydon't tell their parents about it. I mean that's just the Brown mentalte.You wait until its like on the new Tis Ri Yeah Yeah Yeah, which I think kindof is I get actually the next diy its so eing to do it's like I'm pretty sure, you've learnd like allright. This really has to be worth. I if I'm gonna be got for Tak to atDidshit fucking five sn't it here we got getguys, but now you can say shaking as a BunieOte, tea, Shi twins, yeah a it's really its really reallyawkward. I think yeah, like I think, the closest thing to that was when I,when I was fifteen, I didn't speak to my sister for a year. I don't even knowit was Shuper test thing. I was one of those things where I think was it.Basically, I felt deeply in my heart that she got a privileged treatment, anwhen I got in trouble. I got like really IA vreal bad repercussions andan she didn't and I', not not to do degree that I did and then she was abit of a snake I felt at that tide and and so wonethere. I was like I'm never speaking to you again and then we used to have teanen and then like that kind of Snowbold, and then I just kind of like Woeng tokeep this going like she didn't backat. She didn't Buti like she, Lis Sha waslike sheuld, be like she wouldn't speak to me. I awalt speak to her and he wenton for a week and then a snowbald bet for like a whole year, and things wereawpen like when both of us were in the living room like it was crazy and itwas a weird time where, because it didn't actually know it was l, probablymore than fifteen. It was like when I was seventeen or something because I oheighteen, seventeen yeah and it was like. I think the thing that did is when hadto go. They were, they all went to Belgium and with my with my dads and I was thinking,I was, I stayed in London and then they was like. Oh Yeah, you have to go pickthem up because you Hav to go to Germany, and so I went to Belgium andthen they were like. I still kept a goin there. I was like I like and Il atbe in Belgium, they're, like Eve rea nit Sommeny, that when they wake upkiss each other on the cheek every single day, that's the type of familyd.So we were doing that and en I just wouldn't do it to her. She would knowshe'd know better than to just come near me. No, and so, like my Aunty, Iremember of going like come on, but a feus follow they kar. Let you justspeak to her jo speak to her and I'm like. No, no, no, you don't understandlike she's. He seems Nice now, but you don't know that to the do. Just I hadthis rage and an I was mitall like eighty percent me, twenty percent hurtbut like how just rage- that's just Sabu, but yeah yeah thatnthat did help.It's like it's good in terms of like confidence. Beeen is good to drive andall that, but it's bad in terms of Sometimonshi making mistakes yeah it'slike when the world is selling you you're from when whole world is tellingyou that you're wrong in agreement, sometimes you're right and I'veexperienced that. But that's why I'm stubberd, but then sometimes you'rejust wrong and it makes it and it makes you like Fer fool and like Tadtachcally missed a whole year with my sister of like you great possible, likeGreat Memories, to we shared together. So yeah man, I think, you're, youscenario. It's a lot more comvendable. I want to just meet peanut DIY Uis, the closest thing I had to la yeah man and yeah afternal WentoBelgium. When were literally when we all talking- and I just wouldn't talkto Hi Wuldn Li- I felt so silly doing that in front of hand the people ther'salways in Meyour family because, like you know what you're doing and in theday- and you know that you're on show, so then you come in to your bit infront of everyone- is like yeah Ey, making yourself look like you, threeyearold and be e. you've lost already at that point.Smart Man clvisalize that this is the socy path within me, but a smart manwould only talk to her when o the people are around and they not talk welwithout them. That's when you know you...

...got maace, that's when you know thatyou could just carry on wet wild. Only Oh yeah see that's how I I'm sorry, butbut I think that, if I spoke I know I could have faked it like that time. BuBy the end of it, I had a feeling, like I'm just Goinna like you from that. Idon't want to get to that point and heas like the chat, the most childishdyand that's how you know you're wrong. When you know you can change your mindfrom like Ai Fish, yeah wis, you didn't give him you like. Keep that how youknow you're wrong and then I think what they was. I saw her how nice andcharming she was with everyone else, and it wasn't just like you know infighting in the house a like to my jens and that's my spoth o my sisters andthen te kind of imposing the TV rules. Itwasn't just those ynamics, it was kind of more yeah. I just like Ligter, it's likegiving you get a fectol perspective on holiday. INSO, it happened it. It wasreally. It was really good and we came back and within like a couple weeks, ilprobably fe. Bou few days were like cool when good started, bridging thisand then I went to Youni and- and it was all great yeah kind of Wullgreat from them. It's probably good that you guys bridge that before youand your great ounid that could have. That seems like you definitely havethis dubern ability to continue that through three years of Youy yeah. I think, to be honest, I thinkalso what it was. I had a JZ and mavanaface. I was like a lot of Angstinme growing up and I spent a lot of time at home. I think, as soon as I went touni, even my siblers will tell you like themselves by they're like Oh, you justbecame a nicer person. I think I just youjust, like you just became likenicer, and I was like I didn't think I wasn't nice beforewhis like yeah. I think it became like less things, mad less and I felt lessneed to control the alcheme and you recondise from living with other peopleyeah. That was definitely from like stepping away and not being dependinton, like you know the family dynamics and stuff without said the first twoweeks I was there, I was listening Ki to kid caddy aboutto be like I'm coming back home. I missed them all so much like it wascrazy and yeah. Eventually I found that startdrinking and the Ik Yeahsho left you years ago. I left the Reeis for Stella a a yeah. I think with it with you and yourand your and and your family. Do you think that they?The I if, like, is how it's been? What Three Years Inc sthat happened it well,it ended in seveniteen so between sixteen and seventeen is when thathappened. Do you think that since thend I've, because also now, that's happened,so you think they all jet? They will have to they've mellowed since ther lorthat they will, if it happens again, they'll have a different approach ofdealing with it. I know won't happen again, but that's not because they'vechanged well. They have changed. Theye mellowed out, as most people do overageand stuff like that, and especially like. I think how much you can toleratechanges over the like I'm no thinking last few years but likeas you grow older and you are exponentially more tolerarly, simplaesand ye h and yeah. That would obviously changethe game like if you were todayte like someone they te Sayg, no white girl,black girl, like that someone, Someone Tho, would wouln't approve of. I think after everything, that's happened,although I do say that I've rekindled as much as I could and everything likethat, the lessons you learn and like the amount of like Dud, if a twentyyear old guys could do what I did definitely a twenty five year old kidcould do much more like Imyeai', a fucking groound man now so like if theyhad anything problem with that. With that that would't mean anything to me,it would just be like I'll try to convince if I know that theyarestubborn, it's just a case of just moving out and doing my own life- it'snot big deal but yeah as't, like yeah, like I Woli said, is I am proud ofgoing the full way. I didn't think I had it in me to be completely honest,and I think I lot of people assume that I did have in me as well, and I don'tplay Movin Agre Shap boful, but yeah yeah, it's amy team, but I think, butif you want, if you, if you like willing to look ate this way, I thinkoverall, I think personally as a Ou as individual. I think that was very goodfor you, because I think if you hadn't gone through when you thought you justin a space of like Oh what, if you know ionly reason I broke up with, I wasbecause my parents got me to and Youre still living at home and then every dayyou kind of see them like that's a way to really kind of gro kind ofresentment yeah I resenben to them, because they didn't allow you to kindof til, you peten and even be wrong. So...

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