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Episode 10 · 1 year ago

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In this episode, Fab's room smells, Gowse tries to full ass life and we announce that colourism is small dick energy.

I think we just started yeah welcomeback everyone, so we dor net podcast and I'm right now talking to Gaus, and I amright now talking to bat there we go, we we're experimenting with the Formarsand the introductions and everything oh no. No, this is concrete. This is atyou can see. This is a a star performance by Mot us. This is going tochange it. Man, so hahave you Beenver PNAL. I Mihave been all right after the heat strok that both of myself had last GEA.I think we had a. We had a good break between that andwhat Havei been up to? Oh I've just been been central. Just watching two shows gangs of London.Having heard of it, I watched the first two episodes. Yeah Has II, fetchepisodes your offere or you are still on board and You'e. Just about tofinish is all bi. I'm I'm slightly off it. You right, yeah, okay, yeah, I'dlove to hear that and the neck noother show is defending Jacob. No I've noteven heard of that one 's. It's the Chris emen show that's on Apple TV, ohthe one that they're promoting the fuck out of it, because obviously, like thebanker, the was a great film on that on that platform. And then this is theirlike hat show and they want like it to be like. It looks very true,Detectiveisqu. Okay, that's what I could say and it's amazing mobviouslyamazing performance from Chris evins and everything like that, but it playswith this idea of the murder gene I've never heard of it before but like itplays with the fact that, like basically, Chris Hevin son has been likeprosecuted for mentering, a fellow people, AU school and obviously wethroughout the story we find out wherher. He did or no and that's thewholes Sjoy. But one thing that we come to find out is Chris Heaven's dad is injail and then they get his DNA and then get curitemity INA and then get theSulurday. You need to see if this murder Geni US president them n. Theykind of play on that and it's just really interesting how they play on it.And it's based on a book and it it's fascinating that shit honestly MMM!That's always interesting, I think like th, the murder gene of within itself isnot it's a esentially like Yo, you get you like, like we talked about in thelast episode like get fifty percent o Thela from each of your parents, you hear that Gron no o get fifty percent the Nffmeto,your parents, and with that comes a lot like that's why you know. If you're, ifdo you heart disease runs in your family, then you increase your chanceof getting that and you know the same very similar with mental health and but it's obviously a lot harder to gage,because you know a physical injury or a physical like problem can be seen likeit can get a scan for it, and you can see oh yeah. The heart is at doing toowell or the lungs aren't doing too well. But with the with the mind, we reallycan't see any of that yeah. No, no. I feel that, and even when, like I lovedhow I guess intricate, they were because they did go into. I guess thethe psychology behind them the murdeging and like what things theylook for are present and I guess to some extent they're like I it's things are naturally in HumanMeins, like that, like aggression and all that stuff and empathy and stufflike that, but it's when, like everythy's too low or like whenaggressions too high and theenstable and stuff like that, and it's crazythat they've accumulated that old into like one like phrase of like the murderGin that that kind of mazes me, I guess how that can be perceived to a jury andstuff like that that, and that was so interesting how like they twisted it.Did you watch the whole thing? I haven't seen the last episode, so Idon't actually know if you did O no okay, okay. Well, I mean it's interesting to go togo by that as well. In the same token, because Lhike most murders that happen,they are actually like crimes of passion right. So it's like yeah, a manor a woman losing their tempeate, usually thei significant other, likeyeah, isn't as statistic that, like most murders of someone that you knowyeah yeah, exactly exactly I'm sorry in advance Gos. You said You love me EO, FO W! I loveyou the same way: Lenny loves, Lenny of Mysemen, loves, OI'M, gonna, Hug Yot too much and oneday you wont Beyeah so but Isa but like let's say and the reason y a murdergene, I think, can only get Bein calsulated if yourself have gonethrough the like you've grown up solet as to be some nerger. So like thepeople that nurtured you, the not did NUC DOU in such a way that you'redealing lit, let say with violence...

...every day and you learn to learn theworld that way and you just find that to be grow to like to think violentthings and to act out violent, inviolent ways. So I think in thatsense yeah. But if you think about it like so many like psychopops, you goand then it's always like their parents thy they like they dead. It look likeliterally the the Epito me of like what you know: the American dream, like juste, a nice guy who kind of worked really hard and the mom was nice, and then thekids t turned out to have no empathy and actual hatred to its fellowcountrymen and men in Generman and people in general, and they do theybecome psychoporp so, but the their parents aren't and their siblings ATS.It's just like about them, sothise its AL lots of exceptions to all of it. Ithink. Well, that's really interesting in the show Chris Evin doesn't tell hiswife or his child that his dad's in jail. He just said they don' run awayon him. So then they never knew that their grandfather was in jail. Who wasa Muderal Sumfof? That and Chris Helvans is an attorney in the film. Soas her in the movie is Herri, and it's really interesting how like Ijust it, would make a lot of sense if the Theguanson knew about that and thatkind of pain on him and that made him when he became yeah. You see this choldthat you slowly realized. Oh, this kid does not have empathy, oh, he mighthave done it Huh, and then you also realize the whole grand parentsituation of any escalates and they obviously the media, tries to likeportray him as this like generation, kive and stuff like that, but it's yeahnow I was, I was more than anything I just maybe surprised about the wholemurder, Gyn Vac and how it plays in the case, because at the end of the day,like crime shows, are amazing, let's be honest and then all crime shows youcould I'm telling you like, I puted the best thing of like on a streamingservice of like it's just it's so easy to get a best selling bookget a banging director gain like a glisters just to act in it. Nineepisode, th show you've got a banging streaming service, that's it! This isthe golden age of telling it's easy to produce this. It's brilliantly shotlike the color palloting, and everything like that. It's stunning,but I'm not saying it's difficult in this day and age, to create this kindof war. Likt with, if anything, we got too much like inspiration around usright now. That makes sense that anyone coun make a streaming service and makeit work. It's madners yeah like Wiire, not yet withe, not resources. You couldliterally like Beou, become a platform and just create your own content andyeah. It happens everywhere. You teep doing it like Disney's doing it.Obviously no thing Samazon Hulu yeah, it's true like we are like over, likeis sitth oversaturated with content, and a lot of it is really really good.A lot of it is mar, because you know, especially you know the reason peopletend to produce more like say, films based on like books or that comic booksis because that you know when they, when those were released, are alreadyachieved commercial success within that field TSA. They know it's lets muchless of a bat to produce that, because a lot of that will they'll find anaudience if we do it well and whereas with original contents is hard,that's why there's so many remakes like it just oh it worked tirty years ago.Let's make let's make his feelm or TV show, or let's make this don. This fillinto a TV show or let's to that TV show y Wat, but let's make all the men intowomen that way, they don't think it's a reaer. The changes are that stupid, like inremake, so so often there iht, because is how is the gender change in any waylike like? I feel like that. Whole vibe came from somewhat the Metu Movementand that's like, but that's the completely wrong lesson to learn fromme to, as in Mak, yes, give more pmpower to women, so don't give thesame shit that you gave to the men mean that do something new to them: Yeah.Well, it's crazy that mean, I don't think a lot of yeah a lot of thosefilms. Just don't work like they didn't detry to do oceans, Elev those mustarsgo etations. Eleven like it just doesn't work because you kind of fallin love with the characters, but then the thing that literally I mean thefact. The fact that the oceans leving Dus, like a guys, really didn't matterlike to anyone yeah it was it was cludes and brapets like chemistry, yeahlike in that movie Bradpick could have been a chick or cluly could have been achick, but going through those three movies. Itwas such a fucking sexis chemistry between Hemto and Bradpe in every scene.Incredible movies me, but it's just like that: yeah the fact that theyr manan doesn't actuay matter and the fact that oceans, eleven in the first place,is a remake of a remake yeah from like black and white film. So it's like whynot just make a new highst movie exactlus get rid of it. I mean exactly.You can make it with all women, but you should you CA. Don't try toreappropriate like like Wev. 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I think in Genera Al specifically like Yeah Tha of content like don't Ba Bakea,remakand and change the sex like if it a lot a lot of the times it doesn'tmatter. ININ loses his essence, because you know the the reason the I think,whatever the writers wrotes were things that men would do and how men wouldthink and MMYOU know a lot of the times and the small little ways I've conteven like fully get out and- and you know, express myself cohirently,but I think that there is just you're looking at me IMEA. We both can't speak a here and wedon't admitit in the people. I'll tell you why I can't actuallylater, but basically yeah anyway, changing Jane, Changing Jane DanChanging Genders. Is this t a does not work? It does not work in remakes in myopinion, but making Neu films are original and then, if you and you know,if you want to think about it, that way that might work and I think it will andtheres lows- There's been loads of like oceans, eleven type films with guys aswell, that haven't worked and this Bo been others that have and it's just butmaking a remake and then kind of just trying to get people onboard becauseyou're using ideology I mean Hel as the first andman was a highes movie thatthat could hat that's. That in Yitrself is another ocean's eleven, but it'slike height movies are the best. I'M NOT gonna lie the. How thrilling highsmovies? Are It's fucking incredible, it's usually like family friendly andall that Shit. But it's just like it's amazing. When done amazingly, it's justcringy as fuck when it's like the isn't he the oceans. Was it thirteen or nine?What was the female one? Isn't nine Idon't oceans? Maybe I don't know iedidn' watch oceans, oceans, sixty nine t one. Why did I say that? That's notfunny! It was just like so like Cha, I feltlike I was like in yeah ate with you onsx Ety erbodnohethe thing it the foot femaleoceans, it's like there was 't Youan, a swear heist in the movie because theperson Theyre histing from was in on the heist and I'm just like. No, youcan't do that. No, no, all right! So maybe it was a problem oflike the actual story and the like the way the higst went, because that Os, aa good hice movie you have to the highest has to be good and believablelike thin. The problem with a lot of the gender changing reboots is thatthey don't play on the actual premise enough and they don't actually have adecent enough story that we don't actually know if the gender changeactually does any good to it. But it's just they woul be shy. GHOSTPASTES wasshy. Oceans was shy, yeah you're right the dish, don't pay enough attention tothe actual plotline and story and like the way you need to get you charactersengaged, and I think it happens. A lot with race as well. When he's wantedTWAP, like you know, I e like, like the races of people like let's say: Whino no, but theis there's alwaystalks about. Oh, we should you know like the Beai, the name. The nextJame's Bon should be black or someman. No should be. I talk whatever there'stalks of. I could be Joran, yet maul be jording. Being the next calfface. OhYeah. I think you think that's happening yeah yeah and it's just likeyeah, I gew what you mean, and it's just there needs to be a reason. Why,like I was talking to my inema ty the day about like like boldywood or babylike camel films, and how like a lot of the actresses yeah, they could beininterchangeable between any actress and twey. wouldnt't make a differencebecause their roles are so shy and that's wher. You don't wone when youchange the Gendo or change the race of a character. You need that to play aparm in the identity as account and if it doesn't wot the fucking pointexactly exactly that. You've Naile it it's like the identity of the characterhas to be rich. It doesn't because Ike yeah, I think it's good like in one way,it's good, that you want to have more diversity, especially main bigcommercial movies, like that, and I think in a lot of ways it's going tomake the films like good, but let's say the if you make it if you make a JamesBondand, not all of a sudden you're talking about like you know his issuesgrowing up about, like that's a jams whole like talking about his is isshesgrowing up as, like you know, a first generation like rich person coming fromfrom like his parents, haven't, come from Africa before him. It's like wellnow, it's not Jim's bond anymore, like James Bond, has nothing to do withthose types of issues. Now I juss one can be black, but hi just has to beJames Bond. He just has to be like, and it's like James Bond can't be a woman,because that is, it will not be James Bone. Is it it will take away all theelements that you like about the character. It makes no sense- and Iit's the equivalent of whenever, like Hollywood tri to remake any of theanimaes and stuff like that, yes collet, Jo Hadson ageen that make sense, yeahcool co- it's like it does play a part on the story, does play aporn theircharacter and like no giving that justice is doing is not doing thereboot any sortof helpby tolkye. Basically, I think what we're talkingabout is like, in a general way, a good way. To sum this up, Wull be like, ifyou don't take care of the content...

...first TA character first and make thosethe most engaging as possible. Then you it doesn't matter how how you Spak, howyou market it is like o the industryis changing more black people, more women,all that doesn't matter how much you do that your movie and your TV show isshit and it actually sets it back even further, because now you're proving Havthat you know people in those positions that might be of more diversebackgrounds or like not the stereotype, they don't, they can't like sell themovie. They can't make good movies because the second you start usingdiversity instead of to project your story, but as a gimmick, you failedexactly exactly. I know not. No voth, O gouse as Ma o thousand and twenty is ther is a Decan gaing. Somecompetition is it this year. Whet is the next Mi Maoro election happening. Ifucking CLU and I don't think anyo gives Shim Amaze at the moment, like there's no city to rule at thiscangy like what the funk are you going to be a mayor of my fucking livingroons. Well, I mean a few days ago I whent I went out with I'll. Tell You I'll tell you this. Thisis the thing. A few days ago, one of our friends, King to London, Lomming,Oh yeah, ill, make Lommy came to London and I went to meet him in Spinin Public Park, I'm assumingyeah by the way, and that day everything was full like, but but likeit's like the I thought the ecolomy was just restarted and like Camden, theCamden High Street Lat, there were more shops, open, they're, like stalls,outsides of people, selling coffee, and some like, like fresh juices like itwas shit, was happening and then the parks I went to a part before I met himand the parks were fall like there was like a group of like fifteen peopleplaying volleyball like I was like. Oh you, mother fuck is just taking thisshit seriously wit. That said, I went and I met my Mat Lommy. We spoke forages. Drank a lot a lot a lot. I think we've mette around six and drank untilI drunk throughout, I think at like to am we decided to walk to kings crossfrom Camden to go by there and we sort of stayed another two hours in kingscross and then like came back and he just and everything good goodbye it Iwas like Leeshey got home a like four thirty, I'm like what the Fuck Wev justhad a night out, but like just us, Toi mean in many ways. I think that'sthat's the most respectful thing that you could have done. I wasn't I wasn't.I wasn't the biggest fan when HEU startd. That story. I was like okay.How much are we keeping? How much is this Umlegal? But not? I feel that,like I feel, like Youe listened to Borjo pretty well. Well, actually Imean wit that with that sense, he's staying Hov and I was stayen over he'slike a third roommate for the O, and then s you're, going with a housemate.That's fine yeah exactly, but I was ther Free Room Oris. He just like Moflorwes Wi put them on foor, but like is he just there? The back? No, Iwanted to get him to surprise you, but you hat to go yeah. He he basicallywell. It was going to stay in my room, but he got home yesterday. He was the firstday that he was going to stay. He got home and he he ate like a kabab andthen I just next thing. I know I just fell asleep in the bed and then I cameout first of all, the room smelled like old cheese, old, expensive cheesebecause of his feet like hit's, just my nutwals didn deserve it, and then I waslike I kind of I feel like it just needed to sleep. We just looked like hejust wanted to sleep, so I kind of slept on the Sofa and but that's nothappening anymore, O from today he's going to sleep on the Sofan I'll stickin my bed, but that's that's a that's thats. The news that I was going totell you that's why, of course, that's why you been busy yeah. I 'm no jealousat all Ayou all. I am good alone and I'm not going insane and fuck you alland I'm so fucking Jee, no pro I haven't drunk on like eight weeks, andI basically I don't think no wait. This started the week after lockun secondLeyk Orweyou, thyo think the week after wait. No no yeah yeah. You reckon Iamn't Drunkin, like nine weeks gee. I haven't been this Soba like since I waslike twenty, so fucking pissed off. This is but yeah,I'm happy for you, but you to are cuts and, if my brain, if I'm not speakingin a coherent way, it's probably bcause of me and Lommi being together thatfirst night and drinking and and indulging ourselves in other ways, altie night anyway, that was it whatever the night decides. Whateverthen te yeah and literally my brain has been my brain is slow. I feel like alegitimate, like switch in the in my brain functionality. Like t literally,I feel like slightly hungover. I feel like the way I can post sentences nowseemingly feel like that of DISLEXIC. ' I mink. I'm making a lot of mistakeslike swapping words around and using your the autor correct in your head isworking slowly. So then Sayou exacy Afu...

...exactly, but you have a texted onsomeone's phone where they got all correct, turned offt the craziest Shit,like you realize that you can't speak your language or type it well. I've gotit turned off just because of that that cus I got yeah because my brain waslike. Oh, if I don't need to know this, I can just forget about it and then mybrain will just literally be like hello. You said that you have this thing thathelps you write yeah that use that thing always because if you don't have this, I willnot hold this information because it is useless to me. I'm te re so much forhour self away you are and how Lazy Yo? That was just the most technical way ofsaying that I'm a LAC mother focus. I have to put myself through Shit Yeah, I'm not in charge of it. Man, I'm justgoing on. My brean tells me too, the Inthe Floand, I'm just Kir for the ride, ogod Gee n. One more thing I wanted totalk about is like you know how you mentioned gangs of London Wat a youoffer, I'm curious. Well, I liked the first episode, which was really twoepisodes right yeah. It was like an hour and a half for the first episodeyeah. I liked it and I think I, like the structure- and I, like you know hedid wat those pe blinders. No, no, he didt, you knowthos the Rade, the Rad films it directed. Yes, I forgot his name, so Iwas really excited to watch it and I liked it. Oh that's why the fightseen is so good. Yeah Aso, there's one episode. You Sai the first two inityeah yeah. I think there's towards the end or maybe episod three or somethinglike that. There's like a banging fight scene- and I was literally in all oflike the Camero wirk and it's like there was one point where, like thecameras moving with the sword and then there's a like axolt, it was so fuckinggood and I didn't like gather why and then whan. He said the rate everythingclear, yeah anincredible. Obviously that makes sense, but yeah continuecontinuing, sir, and I enjoyed the plot, I like the fact of having a sort oflike Mathiosa family like in London, and I wasn't mad. I think that was veryunique, yeah unique in the sense that, because you always see it as America,you always see oh the tri and have that areas, hat Italians ar that area, andit's just nice to see a London a fine one and it's like, like you, see allthe races and it's just like Oh ters, yea kind of like I don't V. Imagine thereality where, like low level tugs, know this, like scary, huge person,that's taking Ov r, the city, but I like the idea that Thereis, a King Pinof London and that ideolity kind of Cote Ha it caught myto like intrigue tothe end hundred percent yeah yeah totally same that's what I liked- and Iliked the thing about like the son having to inherit this, and you knowthat the dad being killed happend for those who haven't seen that happenstraight straight away. So you don't really vey spoiling anything, but but Ithink one of the things that I didn't like and I hate like criticizingpeople's performances, but, like I, don't buy the character of the sun, soI like the ack but the sun. I don't really buy him. I think that he feelsmore like a petch than child and it's n unbelievable go, but they are playingon it. I would recommend giving the third episode ago and just see if youcan give another shop, but because they, I think, that's the first thing I don'tlike, even after the first episode or maybe halfway through the second, Ithought: okay, I like this guy from PT Blinders, but he is a sient piece inPeiky brinders and now he's the main Guy Likg. Is he good enough to carrythis on and you kind of see that he's like struggles? They got they casted IMperfectly by the end of the story. You completely understand thei costumeperfectly, but he's not good enough as a protagonist. I do agree with that asbut but yea, I okay. So what I like the character like ork that he's gonethrough, and I know that that's what they going for, but it's just the P. Iguess what I din't want to sigg it off, but just acting it's just that I don'tbuy his acting there's something about ias like the Sun, even even if, likebecause I've seen th those type of danamacs have been explorted in thepast, where you know case a big matthew boss as a son, that's like or like evenjust CEO as a son, who's like seeming me at week. Is I it's like how d youtrain a dragon yeah. It makes sense and you know t yeah knowI mean it is kind of the same art for sure and and the dragons are dries and guesswhat no no dragons are coming to London, because someone killd the head of theHouse N. now, that's if you watch that you'll kind of get it rihtno. No, I feelye, I mean okay, yes,I do. I do agree with that, but I think I think his the the I guess hisimportance kind of depreciate all over the over the seriesand like the story, plays out even more and yeah. I was a big fan of the show.I became more more into the show as it went on and they have a pretty decentstart of f season to now. HMM, okay,...

...okay, I mean I didn't dislike it. I wasjust like you know. It was a thing where you know I've been to watch theseshows and then I was like that's kind of put off and I was I e I'll justwatch it like. I watch someong else, but yeahn something else came about andI was like al. You know by the time. You know you sort of look back you're,like kind of don't want to go back to that, but Nono Ba my look at it Otha Imean there's so many shows that I've started that I e just never finishedand there's nothing wrong with the show is just like you just lose youl likemomentum and hes. Just like yeah never happens. Really, I feel eute. I didn'tdo that until literally I had like. I was like almost OCD with it were. If,if I started a show, I had to finish it like, and I didn't I did not finish ashow until I want to say third year of Uni, that's when I started t Jeez an inthe only thing. That is because I didn't stop watching supernaturalbecause it carried on it was on, like the thirteen series- and I was like thelast six years- have been bad, but I've watched twenty two episodes every year and I couldn't keep up and from then on.I kind of I was like okay, that's that that was me and Arab. Back in the day,yeah arow became with that as well. Like I stopped watching it yet ourofthe season, one was incredible. It was basically Batman Beyond BeanBatmaner Gins, Oh yeah, sorry what di I say: Baut Beyon, Oh, no, no but m BAbegin! Yes and yeah it was it was. It was a great show and then it just gotshit. I mean, I think one person ended up saying the phrase monster o week andI just realize off of Fud Sake is scooby dude and then I think since then. I justback Ino this shit. It really hit me too hard that I justlike. Are you guys pulled me in for Scooby Dude? Where are you I don't remember od you go FROCO Fosoe,you got this os good is gnbe. Do and scoops Skep scabe scatter ut the papaalright FA. I mean we were having this chap on the break, but at just Hav ithere you were. You started off by saying howlike how maze you were with the Kevin Hart interview, Asory the Cavinapodcast, with Joroman Yeah Yeah. So yesterday, Jogand Fort This podcastwirh Kevin Heart and I kind of just wanted to like go. I was like I'm goingto Click Im. Gonna have some laughs like the first one was amazing. It waslike really really funny and they had some like n amazing story about likeone of my favorite comedians is caultd. His name is Betriceoneo and W was dead.US One USD to be one of Kevin Harh's best friend and, and it was just jokes,but they also was inspirational and they startd off and Joroan just evensays, like Yo you, when last time, yocame was one of my favorite timesthat you that, like my one favorite podcast I've ever done, like Iliterally change like the way I was after that and I was like yeah, I waslike actually I kind of I'vbeen. I was thinking about a lot of the things thathe said after the podcast. For a long time, I was like Oh yeah cool, sothey're going to go for, like a honest, Simi type of tone and tit did yeah, andit was so good. Like Kevin Heart talked about like how his car actient affectedhim and how debilitating it felt to him and how much he had to work. He saidsomething really interesting was like the fact that he'd been fit all hislife and and his commitment to fitness actually kind of saved them, and ithelped him Hel way quicker because it was fully paralyzed. It couldn't evenwipe his own Hous, N and people had to do everything for him and little bylittle. We have to do physio like and and and someone else who, as would havebeen big. If it was me, O l, it take me two years to start walking so so that was definitely somtis yourfunny more like five right yeah, but like he sn't. No, we have thisconnection under. Iknow you fashbut. It was really it kind ofchanged. Like my mind about fitness, like I always thought of fitness, no,not just throu it for like an thestake, because I know that when you work out,you feel good because I yeah, I don't mean affecting all that exactly, and Iknow that you have more like energy, but I had a thought of like whensomething unexpected and you know physically harmful. How happens to youyou if you in in a Bett shape you you get a second Jon yeah, your odds,improve massively of like recovering and healing. It's like. You know Kwhenkids like Break Shit, it just heals quick and you know the all thet you getthe slow it heels wit. If you keep yourself fit, it actually increasesyour chances with, like I'F, just amaking a full recovery and when shesays he's like yeah, I'm a ninety eight percent anyway, and then they touch oneverything manning from life, and then he also did also touched on somethingvery important, which is you like? I'm not scared to ask questions like yeah.It had a really funny example and I'm not going ttoo much, I'm lik the wholepod cust is going to be me talking...

...about how great we're not paraphrasinghis, but he had a thing that kind of relateto that. He was like well inacein a way he was at a super warl party with JeffBazars and the owner of like the wherever super ball team that one. Howcould you relate to this by the way? Well, I can relate to this with amindset that you hade not with any ofookay physical situation. As I wasgonna say, Wenw Wha did I gain back o pinch. BASAS wher are my headphones coming. It's like. He didn't order him stupidYoand en he said that, like is like I'm going to go talk to Jeff Basos, like Idon't know his world. I just know how how much he's killing it. I talk askhim about like O, what's like being a Toyne and then his friend was like, ohno, no, no be cool man like you know, so many people want to talk to him likejust you know, play it coolanas like no and then literally, he went on theoffensive and he went what t. Why? Wouldn't you go up and talk him? Hedoesn't you don't have to make it weird, but just introduce yourself and say howmuch you like it. But at least you set up o much of like what he's doing andthen e could be like a one minute conversation, but at least it ts. Itsets you it sets you up for a next conversation, whereas if you don't doit, Rit doesn't and it could have happened. That next conversationhappened. Two three years from now, but like there's a moment that weestablished a a dynamic Pitin to people, I mean I do find it interesting thateven when you're at the level of Kevin Heart, you have that buddy that saysplay a cout yeah. I find that fascinating that every every person hastheir equivalent right and it's like when we were. We, you ther or no, it'slike when we were there for like a evening party for one of the shows fromold company and like thre thorewas, one of the comedians from the show and likere, wordle, Wer tealing, another Maolive, to play a cool to like notembarrass Himselfo, and it's just like. I find that fascinating that that kindof just Fasse to escalate. Just like the enevels go yeah, I mean e kind ofplays on the fact that we always talkin about last week and how like I justdon't see the point of like it, doesn't ocait life, isn't the case where itgives you opportunities. You make the opportunities and that's that's why Iwould say as an like theofuis you miss you made an attempt time, but youdidn't you half afted it. That's all iull say so. It's like if you can'tfollost it don't ass at all. Exactly you can quote me on that, a exact Imean. I like the party example because yeah, like you said, like you know,were in like weal. You know whatever industry you're in you and you're,going to run into people youre going to be in social context with people wherethere are there's les et lorking exists in every industry. Exactly and I don't,and I don't. I don't even like network an, but I think, th H. thinking of itus y shows bro by the way, t' really evert, that you hate them.Loking yeah, I'm horrible M, I'M I'M HORRIBLE LOT! I'm horrible of makinggreat connections with people in my industry actually but noi know thatthats nosurprise literally Al all my best friends fron. The indutry happenedlike at the same time lies like. Oh You Lov Al Ats. Like me, you Ranaal likefucking, lummy and jazz. All of that fucking you know, and but Ithink the idea, because I've always thought well do have to talk about. Youknow someone bamous or like what a e you. You know your knot just going togo up to them and talk about a movie. Your like talk about yourself, and Ijust thought I just like that. Yea of just going out to introduce yourself tosomeone that you admire is like if, if fore insance, if you were at yourcompany, you see your blussing some something truly, not don't fake it, butlike something truly inspires you, but like Oh, the way create the company go,Oh hey, myn away! I literally I was. I happened to that.Someone told me, like all that you did or like I saw. I read the articleonline about like how you started the company and I just think it's amazing,Itis Prealy inspired me and ket me going. I thanks a lot and hen keep itmoving like and that's really interesting because well, I think,throughout the years I have improved, have sufficiently improved. My neworkanskills, but like early days as I if there was like the Bosx or like someoneSuper Siten near to me in like the por or someone like that, I wouldn't makean effort to go talk to them and if they talk to me, it'll be generalsmmoll. Talking then I'll just be like now. This is this. Is this? Is Neveracking I'm going to fuck off right now, yeah but overtime? What I realized thebest thing I t best thing for me is essentially, if it's like a circle- andyou know you know drunkass I mean I'm not I'm not perse, embarrassing, I'mjust real. I just seme, no filter and yeah, andthen one thing I'm just started doing is just just completely just if I'm sayif I'm drinking or anything like that, I would just be myself around everyone,and I've had so many times where, like the seniors kind of end up talking tome, because just me, just being riva rather than trying to asklect justlooks much more like inviting than someone that's Ust. Trying to likenetworking is all about being memorable. It's not about kissing asses, hmmyou're right, a hundred percent cause...

...because there has to be any anyconversation, has to be a two, a tranfor right, but whet people thinkwhen it's netmorking, you're you're. The customer is not that TAT. No asthin. You gotta give them something worthy to talk back at. So it's justlike yeah, it's true. It's true, like I mean generally yeah Isit's. Definitelytrue! I just I like the specific example of like if you see, if you're,in a room with someone you admire and in Enanini like someone that they follow the course that you think.Oh I like this bit from this course go, go ahead and tell them because one ifit was you you'd, love to hear it, but without expecting any strings. If youlike, just go, U go ahead and tell them and like if you do that enough timeslike some, I think a lot of beautiful things can come from it. Just becauseone, you feel good that you just gave someone love like you, showd someonelove and to like. They might remember you and because it was honest and itwas, and you and you went- you went with it yet but like I know thatdefinitely in terms of like general networking you're right, like a lot ofpeople, kind of think of a way they should act and they had kind of takethe thing to stick to that, because they have an idea of what's acceptableand what's not acceptable. And but when you do that, you kind of don'tbecome human. You find yourself not taking enough chances wivh just talkingto people and speaking your mind, and you do that for like dom it kind ofcomes. What happens? Is You kind of you separate from everyone and, and youbecome you- don't Messh with everyone as well, which is alway somethingsomething I have as well for sure. Yeah and I don't know if you've seen this orI don't know if it's even like. If it's a thing on the, I think, but when itcomes to like semi Senia stuff, I guess in any industry or any company I'v Meento they usually quite similar serin ways and then the te they all can belike theyre like a homogeneous blob in the sense they're like Theyr, the thecharacteristics are very like identifiable, and it's like. Oh, thisis why you're doing wall this is this. This you're doing this very organizedyou ding this thisis. I see that Completel, but then the ones above themlike when you go like quite sen, o they're, usually quite like identifiably different. They usuallyvery leakue, and I ma I've always found like I feel, like those semisenors likethey've hit that ceiling because of the fact that they've lost they put in thegrind they'v Bean, they doin their shit. They know how to do their shit, andthis is coming from someone. That's pretty entried OB. I don't think thatanywhere close to where I want to be, but I always find that, like theSenitatin people like hit that lass world, because not necessarily Purpul Cof the personality, because they always think that they'r restrained by certainprinciples and saying like rules that they've set for themselves, so yeahyeah and a d by doing so like people above them, have just put them in a boxand the think that you'R, not capble of this, you know keep pull up, and Ithink I was like that in my first few jobs, or maybe like Yoa first few jobs.Even when I was working with you, it's like during that time, people didassume my capacity, and I guess, if you don't give someone the reason, reason to give the reason togive you cut you SOM tat, you don't you don't get it, but it's just like youneed to know that you can of all when you. Unfortunately, you need to showthe world that you can evolve more than you actually evolve just so then thatthey give you a shot yeah for sure for sure, and the best way to do that isliterally like Byk being it's UST crigy bit, but by bulling the yeah balls ayear, but by literally by being slightly like Edgy and not not beingtoo in Livein your mind, but then also you know, there's also there's always you know: Ou got a precustis with thefact that, like it might be bad 's like you, it might go too far, and so that'sthe thing isn't like what you were saying about being Bolzi being edgy. Ithink that's the best advice foralintabet, because Yeah ATM yesthey'll get a grave a impression, but if an extrava does that made that guyget infired on Monday, you know that yeah for sure for sure, and at also tha getus Partofwhy II'm, quite because that makes sense. Now this Bakes no hows the job I Gaaoh God yeah, that'sso so Goyou canhear my pace, rigtogi'm drilling no Tan, but I think yes, it's goots. Ithink it's good, like people just need to figure out a way to be themselves atwork, and it was actually like it. Apsychological term as well, which is like for like intraverds. I think thatmight be useful to know is like it's called the shadow self. I esiy theoself sat shadow itself yeah. This idea that there's like there's a person thatyou think you are in your heads and then there's a person that you are whenyou're with other people and then f. If...

...you, if there's a two bigger gupbetween the person, you think you are in your heads and the person you arewhen you' intruct with other people. Eventually, you feel start feeling shitbecause you're, like I'm, not being me with these news, a guiltthere's, aguilt and ther's a shame and there's also a kind of like you start to bullyyourself because Ou, you you're, like you kind of end up being in placeingpositions that you don't want to be in, becausethe group will just do it because you don't have enough of a strong presencelike because, because you're, not a the. Only reason it's not because they'restronger is because you're not showing like you're, not taking enough choiceand figure out who you are or you're not showing who you are in some sort ofwaytays, fucking, fascinating and as someone that I would say, I was muchmore introvate back in the day. I think, during the time that you we worktogether is probably the time that I like changed so much more and I thinkfor yeah. I think there was a point in which I realized that I, the first timeI'm hearing about this theory but, like I realized that and I did use to getthe guilt and lot and I used to be ashamed of it used to be feeling like.I don't know what I'm doing sort of Ibes, because it gives you identity,crisis right, yeah, Eyou're ashamed to be yourself around people that you haveto see every single day. What is what is life and then like there was. Therewas a point at which I slowly changed to just beople. Just be more me all thetime, and I think it is a very slow, slow process and one thing that sped itup. It mist have cringyas fuck, but I was inspired by the movie. Yes, manaaand one year. I believe it was two Thousan and nineteen no yeah. I was tothousand and nineteen the whole O to thosand an nineteen anything that camemy way. I just said yes and don't that's why I got shit based so manytimes. I just never said no tri like IV me. I mean stupid mistakes. I mean thefuck down Tisake, but it's not like. I only took us to the drinkingopportunity. Thi said Yes to like just removing any certain sense of doubt.wivming any sense of skeptismm just go for and see what happens yeah. I alwaysI lwas put pok o face, but I was pretty miserable at the time, but all of theseopportunities, but like it did make me a betre person and the amount of Shitthat I genualely think I did a fuck ton, a growing without the use of any traumain two thousadnd nineteen, so wego t io great, but then two thousand andtwentystarte and then it Ao Oetauma to build on. So that's even better grow molok you're, a grinder you make itthrough. So I wanted to talk about. Take theheat this week, this kind of spoond from a video thatLak sent me and it was essentially Tom Gol talking about skintom mand. I thinkI've had this conversation a lot with like Asian maites and stuff, like that.I think personally, a lot of this is general knowledge or general on is thathe is an Asian stigma, O asen stereotype and an that shit within theUsian to me, but do tell me if any of this is like new to you, if youwouldn't you wouldn't know on guess this shit. So the the basic thing is that within like South Asia at least it'sit's, it's superior to be fair, fair skinnedand with an it als. This video also made the argument that it suppeared tobe dark as skinned as a man and fair a kin as a woman, HMM and here's, my God.I I don't think it's that I think it's more because they use the argument ofeven the INTUMG cinema, like they dey priortize, dark skinned men moment omon that. I don't think it's that I think at least in the cinema aspect ofstuff, because it's in a perspective of a manand because the common man is generally like percentage wide, docker they'retrying to relate to more them and as the women is Meserginistic Cleip, thetreasure you get the most superior form of it, which is the Palas Fuck Arabium.Looking one MM and- and it's just like, I do find that fascinating. I guess and like like I' OAS, goes like like.What's your preference yeah in terms of like Skintom, so whal? Would yourpreference be so youav preference? I I have I've some thoughts on it, just ingeneral, some question so yeah, so I think, do you think one that most goalswould agree wuld? That would the take that, Oh as far as I'm concerned, itfeels like Yeah Dak, Kan man get so yeah, so you agreed that dog kin men doget more roles within like Tumal media, let's say and Yeah Sara skinned.Salfhasian women get more roles within...

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...it's like to me. It's always going tobe the case th you're always going to like you know, there's like I look likewhat you what I remember when a lot of my black friends ike dark, er, blackfriends they like when the sun came out, they'r like yeah, I'm not going outthere ik I try to get UK like it was hilarious. At the time I mean it stillis, but like s to its hey're like Yoah, literally that they love looking forlike parasols, like I'm surprised, no one brought one like to school, but-and then I know like thoses are my white friends who, like they a soon assun, comes out e like I need to get Tine, I need Ha, who also want to havechanged their skin like but itsthe toe of their skin, and it's this idea thatyou kind of feel like you're kind of never enough. I think that's that's interesting. I think sothat that's why. In that sense, it happens and whatever culture dominateskind of dominates the way that you think about that. So, let's say if thedog, if darkskin Asian men had like done what it's a Great Britain did tothe rest of the world, then that would be there was enough of us. I don't knowwhy we did yea Yoh Hindu is and bro like t a that gotyou Lok Beig, more peaceful for her when it as much as savages, even thoughth it has this problem. Yeah Bubut, you know what I mean like it'slike that, whatever values are existing your life or because there is adominant culture and it's a hierarchy of values, Ind Kno, whoever is the topof that food chain. They KINDOF move esides, whatever values are comingbetween the like, they said to one percent: those are the values to aspireto because it's like wmy woold superior yeah, and I think it goes into you know mostof the time. It's true because it's like Oh hard working people work prettyhard make it make a lot of money cool, but it goes into silly. Things is likeOh actually, there's loads of Reay. You know successful people whoere like white or like black or whatever the case. It could be anyexample, but Skinnang ye, like people, also make connections about the Oh. Ihave to be with someone that has that profile. That is stet profile, becauseI will be in a better position because I guess parents like Asian parents,have like embedded this louse into like into our heads. You either go like me.Whicha Dick and move e just go off opposing all instructions or you go forthe typical one of like you still seek their approval, so you go for the onethat they seek as like superior Ameaheis is fascinating on that frontand, like I don't know, if you have any direct examples of this, but one thingthat came to my mind when I started looking into this is: Is it Anos? Ithink I got a really shy as grade right, yeah and obviously education in a brownhousehold is the only important thing your life comes like next. Food comesnext, and so so I got asswhopping for thesituation that that's cool. I've had vis and then, but I remember that Ka.Whilst the asswoll pitch was concurring. Okay, Dad said Dude do duming me, look Stupi, I just sawt it. I just said I got badas sorry got andwhil. Do It okaying I rememmy dad saying. Oh, the only goodthing is that you are born. Lihe hm like like you've, got no other thingwort to you, and it's like. I think that stop by Fatcas till the ECD of isdays resting, peace, punny, yeah, Ma Fuk Gos, yet that's gotta betough and yeah, and I guess maybe that that that is the starting of why Iguess I chose to like oppose them on many things, but lik yeah, as in like,if Shit, is that imbedded into that INF into their head. They, like, like worthof someone, still can include the skin Tona shillait's, like is fucking crazy. How deep it goes. Ithink yeah, it's true the there's I mean, but you know there is also truethat, because so many peop believe that and because of how long people haveseen the view the world this way like you have yeah people grow upregargitating and like these things, that they learn themselves and,and they end up playing like being true within society. Like you know, let'ssay if you were in a tornal society, if you light Skinn, you odds might bebetter right. I don't know I don't know but like depending on which house, but sometimes I look like I'm Anin CogneaBod, but yeah woul D- You mean you know,...

...but yeah growing up like lightskin black A. I remember t that wasdefinitely like if you, if you were to put a hierarchy of like what'sbeautiful and what's not like d Lik Kin, black was definitely and tits.Definitely something that I perpetuated like I used to like especially Mak,like mix race girls. I just jused to like the way. Tho Look and also is a athing. That's also natural. A lot of people like mixraht babies are so cute.Like I mean I mean I mean so it's not okay make srace. Babies are one otherthing. misswrices people are elite, I'm sorry, but that Caramel Skim tone isfucking Ilite, and that's that you know what I can discoera. I will say thatthey are the. They are the future gene that, like we evet mention this inanother podcast, like the color of the Rock, is basically going to be thewhole cimilizeing. It's going to be the elite population of the future. Getover it. This is true. This is true and but yeah, but I think, let's sayonce ea once everyone get getting mixed up like raced, which already shouldn'tbe such a big deal like it will eventually dissipate and like if peoplewill be forced to like solve the world's problems without anyone being able to play the race Carl,because now you're all related to not all Wer to each other. But, like youknow, you all have descendants to have done a horrible shit and the SenenseHofe done great shit. The sense IV been s an all this stuff, ie t ou no cardwith ALD, four on it yeah kind of dude, but honestly, like yeah, I guessit's a thing that exists and it's a thing that's on people's minds was, butI think that it becomes a reality only because t's in people's minds, notbecause it represents the actual real. No, yes- and I also do think that thees-maybe people that don't give any thought and like they actsubconsciously and is what it is but like. I think we are the only generation that canjust stand up and just say like just be selfconscious or selfaware. Why certainthings happen so then, like at least we're not teaching the same values thatwill tal to us that caused that to happen for us, because, likepreferences are built in at this point, right like when you become a Maner, when youbecome a woman by then I think your preferences are in Stoe or you might.You might dabble a little bit in an now, but I do think that what led you allthose years has made you like certain things have like made. You idolizecertain characteristic certain features and of that's been set in stone. Sothen you ain't going to change that by as long as you'R selfaware of why it'sdone that and certain things that maybe should't have been in the first place:F: Youre, where to give Thatk to you, the next generation we can't fuck andfix it. Yeah Wun I mean yeah, you can we can make it better.But to me, like I S I say Ilik fundamentally, I don't think theproblem can be fixed because t the very fact that you're not happy a one pointin your life. You're not happy with who you are. It means that you're seeingpeople who- and they may be better than you the like as soon as you admit, andyou that you live with people when you build up a value system and witheveryone's characteristics and physical appearance, that everyone createshierarchies for everything. thirs people were better looking Tan otherpeople, there's people that embarrass shap be like there are people better,looking in better shape, smarter that have every like all that they have allthe tixt in mee. So from that you C N, it can kind of just antin you yeah, Iknow right, I have Youi know. I met one guy once it's true, it's true to Tenir,better, look at and I'm staring right at him Ano you, I think, human being just look forthings to fix. They look for problems like this. To have problems is to thinkand when you have, when you think through problems, you fix them. Youfind other problems and that's why you know if you, if you brought backfucking a ten hozend people from two hundred years ago, put them in Londonto Ike our lifestyle. There would bein bliss for like about two monthseventually did get tdid get used to it, and it's start complaining about likethe same things we can play like if I wokwhat a guy from the tuto times, iscomplaining about his Wifei Beet Ol Piss, the Fu Yeah Dude, I thinkfundamentally, like those type of problems are going to be there, but wehave to make them better because some people give those stop of things toomuch. creatone and yeah, especially with skin his skin, doesn't make senselike you just accept the skin that you have and seep a move like. What are youtalking about like it? Just it's just so stupid like Ach preach but yeah? No, that's! That's!That's good! Shitmn! Now, completly just wanted to get for get off. Mychest I feel like oe, did yeah an I'm glad to talked about it because I knowa lot of people like saying in and don't be ashame of yourself. You Kinjust an accept your skin and someone...

...else doesn't get the fuck away fromthem or if you really love them, then just don't talk to them about that andkeep it moving there. We go. That's it, but that's the all the advice, I think so. For this week's pages. From mymemoirs I have decided to pick an interesting story from my childhoodAllright, so I'm living in Portugal, I'm about Oh pogical, O cool Ca. That'sright! I was born in Franze and lived there for a long time until I wassixwell traveled man, I know languages, I'm triingl yeah, so I'm about sevenyears old, yeah, I'm seven years old and me myolder sister S, four years old than me are walking back from school and Minyou. My primary school was like five minutes if that from my house, so I she we just walkd back togetherand we get to the street and we see a carand n. The car stops in that car is a mad as we walked close as we walked throughthe streets. That man says, hey so is talking to us, and we realized that hisdick is out true story and E. His dick is out Anditou and then I'm like myseven year old mind is just going like they make them this big, like I don'teven K, Ow, I'm totally unaware of how wrong this is, and it's like hey do youguys want to lift and then I'm like yeah, even though there's only thirtyseconds more to walk. I was like I've never been. I the car like this. Whynot had I been by myself? I would have gotten in the car and my I see mysisters getting an easy she's like she's, clearly like more switched onthan I am I like, because I guess she's four years older than me and she starts like cuht. Let's go:Let's go she's, go like this! No, and I'm like yeah o get the car. Well just get. We get themmuch quicker and she's like no tat and my sister just starts crying and runs, and I'm like, Oh so, I'm like, then Irealize Oh, this is not all right. I thisis o something's wrong ess. I justrun after her and then we get home and my sisters like boiling and mand.She tells my Dad and then my dad is pissed off and like I've, never seen mydad work out and he's dot he's wearing flip flops and his wearing shorts e'sgot ano shit on and he just he doesn't. Even let him finish the story. I thinkpretty much. I pretty sure I just hears Dick and Thir's like Oh opens. The doorruns IV to this day, av never seen anyone run faster in my life. I thinkit was like d. You know thew stories where, like the kids is like stuckunder like a car and then the mothers, a car Ano, my lips, Tocoma Li, Ihonestly think my dad beat you sayings both record like in that point, whilesparing flipflops and he and so yeah t. let me just put that in thepot you say:Thate Pa Det with flipfes how you went into a club with Phillip plups on her Ik. This family is consistent with this.This Bradn E. can I say I am my father's son and you can't change you daddy, and so he runs and then obviously theguy was in tha car and fucked off, like you know like minute before, and it waswasn't anywhere to be seen and he comes back, and I remember feeling andremembering, like hit's got thi intensity about about him. It's likeall right. So what happened and my sisters he's like jf Cen, like what Jymwith the Licees Plat? It's like. No, I don't know, Oh my God, and he asked melike did you you remember any of them numbers letters an lifees play and likeat that point, I'm I've never felt this type of attention for my dads. Sohonestly I storp milking it. I'm just like. Oh, I think it's S or J one. Ijust milk the moment and it is like Hehe's writing it down Ik as Ja, whatI'm just no actualy! No, it's not that it's a it'sagets ex. It goes on likefive minutes and I was like- and I just give thim some fake like thing and I'mLi. Actually, maybe I don't remember it, but just the way he looked at me, hepaid so much attention to me. I was like I've got mi a be ban of th and that's the story about how I had nosurvival instinct at seven. I absolutely proves a I had nose, O ourinstincts or seven and how how much of an attentiency ca ri I've always been. So so let me just get this traign, soyou didn't shit yourself when you need to do...

I'm ther en when I did it, I mean that's whatthin the young Fer Life B, Ifyou get awar with something oncehe'll cut, O'll come back and catch up to you. That's a is the way of theworld, and that is a page for my memoir Hait happens. I mean I mea sorry. I am laughing a lot in the story. Iguess I'm laughing at Youan depicton of it, but that's whalso scariest fuck,but the only good thing is that is like it was so close to home that like yeah,yes, Asin like it safe it wasn't that Secondif. It was a two minute to minuteyeh for the two minute walk. That story could have change it completely likethis, like how fast is it Leving, Yon Knowe in the senn year, going to runexactly, and I mean I mean, but I that sounded vicious thing. I love it sounds like you're making a plan. No, I know what you mean. I know youmean and I'm not trying to like be little. It obviously not riwe, I'm very,very lucky to like it could have been so much worse and had I been by myself,it would have been a lot worse and I would have al All dos it differenttypes of cars like mental scarring, but, like I just you know, because Iguess nothing, happend yeah, I think yeah. I kind of just I just spotted alllike this weit stuff, funny stuff that you know really has nothing to do withthe act itself of the guy. But everything to do with my reaction to it attention seeking little ass sack. I'vegot my dadsitation, I wa Rit this shit. There was an obsalon in it. I feel likeis at sign. I've honestly never felt so importantin my life. It hasn't it didn't happen before or since that was my moment to shine. If that was that was an us. Gowouldhave been like, and I want to think everyone that got me up to thi stage like Tak the pedoand most impo. Lastbut not least, you sir you made it happen. Yes, you cul plet Tiwa you and your white Porty es CottanRealy set me up Tho Standard, a start. Hem I mean yeah that'wers. This is sothat's some real shit by Te. This jokes, that is, that is thatis a crazy PAG jus,an solid page. We a YEP Y, very glad that we have pages this Ba. It was good just to see your face likeyour reaction to itof disbelief like I could see your mind working with likeokay stelling this, so it has to be like it gound to be funny, but like because he's loving as ish feel I cantbe concerned. I et every step Youi. I should be concerned no, but the think is at this point: I'mI'm gonna, I'm not Gonno like if you were touched- and you didn't tell meI'll- be hurt. o Friendship is at the point whe. Ifyou are touched to the Kitty Byabito, I should have known by that now Thatso. I assumed I assumed h thatnothing happened, but it also has to be funny, so it couldn't have beenanything even further so San. What did little FAB DO? It was a totally notselfaway waste of human genes. If the is ifithe WillisBolth by survivals a fist that boy was not fit at all he's lucky, he, oh, myGod, all right Fab. Do You RECON my dad? I think we are episode. I anjow for now.

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